Thank you!

Thats so weird how you are never happy and completely satisfied even when you are living a dream. All the problems dwell in your brain which is in a constant fight between the powers of the dark and the light... thinking. It' s easy to stay inspired for a moment or for a day, but what about for a week, month, year. Even a dream is getting casual after a while. You are your biggest enemy. You don't know how to cherish and keep the positivity and excitement. People are like bubbles. Happiness is the air. But when it's too much of it we eventually burst, go empty. That' s why most of us always expect the worst even when we are ultimately happy. We were taught that happiness never lasts forever, that most likely there's just some crap we are not aware of yet, that life is black and white and after something nice happening something terrible should unconditionally be expected. Indeed, our life is just the reflection of ourselves. We are constantly scared to lose a handful of good stuff we were fighting for, and eventually it happens, we lose it cause we have provoked it. We never try to aim for eternal happiness, instead we only try to become less miserable (B.Werber). Nobody told us life is not suffering. Nobody told us we deserve to be happy. Nobody taught us to forgive and let go when we are hurt. That's why we hold on to negative thoughts, rotten memories, wrong people, fake feelings. But things change. Not always for the worse. For the better too. Only if you believe. And appreciate. I do, i do now!